I haven’t been myself for the past few months. (only venting)
It’s not like I did it on purpose. I feel disconnected – to my friends, to my family, to the world. I talk nonsense all the time. I get entertained with the usual chat room chit-chat which eventually grew into friendships. I haven’t even made an effort to write on my blog, which sucks!
I felt this is what I need. I feel stressed of the future – I need assurance (like that exists!)
– Inspiration. I do have something to look forward to, but I wasn’t as enthused as I was suppose to.
– Vacation. I’m so jealous. Most of my friends are going for holiday. I will endure the scorching summer heat of the mid-eastern desert heat… at 50 degrees Celsius.
In need of stress relievers.